Back To School!
Well, it's back to school tomorrow! =] I don't know if I look forward or not to this new season of my life. I believe it can be cool, cos of revival and stuff but... ah i dunno... I guess if I can manage my time well and cope with all my commitments, I would look forward to school... Another struggle I face is feeling God's presence in school... I want to live a life that reflects Christ!
I guess I really don't know what to expect. I want something more, I don't want to feel like how I used to feel after school, I want to live close to God, love the pre-believers, to love them like how I would to a believer. To not be pulled down by emotions and all!
"God I pray that in this coming term, You take full control God! I don't want to live like how I've been living, I want more... God there's more out there I know it! I want to lead people to Christ and to feel like how I feel in church. To feel your presence and love so strongly like how I do in church! God I pray for strength and wisdom! Even in my studies, I want to reflect You in my life through my results also! God, let me no longer rely on emotions! God, come and change my mindset about school! I really want more of You God! In Jesus Name, AMEN!!!"
ok I just wanna list some things that I want to change,
- Emotions
- Showing love to my classmates
- Do well in my studies
- Handle my time better
- Build up my quiet time
- Grow stronger in God
- Live differently (in a good way)
- A friends life
I'm gonna try my best to keep track on these things =]